Why am I writing this?
Just got home after a long day outside, I am going to have an exam tomorrow, which I considered challenging for me. The moment I opened the house door, a fishy smell immediately stroke my nose, it is from my roommate meal. No matter how many times I tried to keep the windows open, once he saw it, his first thought is to close them. Locked me inside with all of his disgusting smells, why he so sensitive with the cold, but his nose is deaf? Well, I guess we never know.
The financial not going well recently, with lot’s of expenses, tuition fee, housing, traveling,… This put my head in the state of thinking all the time, I mean no one told me that living abroad alone will be easy.
The bright side
Yes, my roommate is terrible, but I got wonderful friends. My house is dirty but it close to public transports. Exams are hard and stressful, but I learnt something from it. Financial kills me from the inside but give me motivation.
If someone ask me if I’ve ever felt regret of my decision, the moment I realize that my decision is bad, I do, indeed a lot. After a week, everything return to normal, life goes on and past remain past. I see myself getting tougher day by day. Wonderful people are everywhere, you just need to go out and find them.
Today, I made some progress, I learnt a few more chapters for my Cybersecurity path. I got accepted to Finnair Online Assessment round. And I met a new friend when I walked into my building elevator.
I know you can do it. After the rain, everything will grow, including you. Don’t live comfortable, seek challenges if it does not come to you.